Falling out of love

I wish so much that I could hold you.

A simple desire, yet so hard to do.

This is a love so hopeless, but yet,

As hard as I try, I can not forget.

I want to move on, I try every day,

to get a grip on these feelings and throw them away.

But everyday I pathetically remain,

Adoring you amazingly with nothing to gain.

I want to let go of what I'm holding so tight,

and let these feelings trail off into the night,

But as soon as my hold loosens, I grab and don't miss

Because I don't know how to feel anything but this.

I've become dependent on these feelings, that I feel every day,

without them I'm lost and my hopes are astray.

So now I don't know how to live on my own,

Without thoughts of you, I'll be so alone.

I want to get over you, but you've changed me too much,

All I want is to hold you and grasp on and clutch,

Because you are the one. I don't want to let go.

You're everything I need, you're all that I know.

I tried to move on, that's something I can't do,

But no matter what I think, I only want you.

I just need some time, when I can, I'll move on,

I'll face life without you when I am strong.

But for now I just can't, that's way to tough,

I didn't know falling out of love could be rough.